My life in ONE Minute!

I look at the clock,
it says 1:41,
I know thinking of you,
I'll never be done,

You run through my mind,
and occupy all my time,
Wondering why you're gone,
and why you're not mine,

I think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

My days go by so slow,
cause you run through my head,
I said I'd love you forever,
isn't that enough said,

You also haunt my dreams,
if you know what i mean,
I wake up often,
with sweats and screams,

Why do i sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
I know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

Now still all these thoughts,
just run through my brain,
cant stop thinking of him,
I think i'm going insane,

I feel I wanna kill myself,
people say thats not what to do,
but i turn and look at the clock,
And it says it's only 1:42....