I don't think there is a better way to confess, than thru poetry... so just tried puttin it pen to paper.
Tell me why I'm still here,
Loving you, as if you still cared.
Shedding countless tears in fear
feels lyk im totally impaired
You said you were here, forevermore,
But you're never going to be.
It hurts me down to the core,
Empty, hollow, broken, lost, I fell in love, but at what cost
I lost my love and now I cry and cannot figure out the reason why
I did not leave u, I did not go
just the choice u made has left me in woe
my heart, it bleeds; my tears, they fall
wishing I could take back it all
I wonder y r u still haunting my dreams
n why I feel immense comfort in all my screams
why I feel you while I sleep
why in my mind your smile I keep
but now my eyes are open and I am awake
& so silly- what I still feel is a sheer heartache.
I haven't been the same, Since you walked away from my life.
My heart cannont be tame, So stab it with a knife!